-Heart Invader-

Calm, undisturbed and blue Like a lonesome blue bayou. Tempting me into a rush strides, I saw a reflection, a reflection of me and some were mystery. In her deep serenity springs an oasis of curiosity. The cystal clear water entices her, to touch, to feel and to forget were she were. She felt the coldness, But it didnt pierced through her heart, She was unruffled as she was smart. They said nothing could me more deeper than the depths of the ocean, I beg to differ because no one can measure the profundity of the heart of a woman.

I once loved so hard til it hurts, I gave everything to that person because of one main reason, Love.  My first to every aspect of the very famous bug, so I gambled wholeheartedly.  It was great,as what the saying goes, "I'd rather feel love and be hurt than not knowing love at all."  You just have to honestly enjoy the feeling while at it til it last because when great pain struck, you wont remember any of those for awhile. He gave me a box full of heartaches, wrapped with lies and many stingy bling to my core. Painful yes, but no one can help my heart but my self. I regained the life of my heart to pump love again. One man's heartache should never be a reason to close your heart and definitely not a reason not to love again.  My heart is now equipped with better and stronger armor for the next chapter of pain,thus Im not afraid to give my heart again. I knew what broken heart was and Im pretty sure I know now how to put back the pieces come what may. The pain,

When would you cease to fight the pain you have kept inside, When do you learn to let go of love not fated for you. When would you stop pretending of things you think is smooth sailing. At night, I heard you weep In the morning, I saw the stains on the sheet. You deserve better, better than those damn tears. You think you are weak, but I beg to differ you my sweet. You are brave on your own fault, giving your all to love at the most. Unfortunately, to a man who doesn't see your worth.

Giving up wasn't on my life list, I would push myself to the very end. Strive to get to the bottom of the stick, Getting knocked down is just a part of it. Life is not defined by what you do now, it is the way you live it and how. Every single thing that you do, do it with passion and pride and never say NO. Create a rainbow beyond your reach God is with you guiding you through it. Never cease and keep your faith. Remember that the sun always rises on the East.

I would love to see "twinkle" on my eyes, but even the mirror seems in disguise. I see myself better when my eyes are closed, that way i am friend with my heart in trouble. Fake me not, mirror in front I let you you read me, but could you really see? Mind is in chaos, wrinkles on forehead shows. You see that I know, but can you put words to it too? I wish you could talk back, so you could put back on track my heart, my mind... and thoughts running wild.

  " There is nothing wrong on giving all you have to that person who holds your heart, being broken-hearted is okay but being broken- hearted twice from the same guy is off the track. "  Girl, you've been lied, you've been cursed, you've been thrown, you have cried,  and you've been hurt. Still your heart can take so much of that. Sure you know the difference between love and insanity. Committing mistake and learning from it, its ok. but committing the same mistake over and over again is stupidity. You let go of your heart and your mind, I hope someone will catch it at the end of time. One day, I hate to see again, in one corner you cry...   I may not know how is it to be on your shoes, but I am pretty aware of the pain it caused.

             Words are not easy to say nor easy to write, you have to think over and over again before you can write something that fits your mood. They come if you are inspired,happy or sad, it flows like a river of ideas that culminates in one direction. When I write something, heart takes a great part than my brain. You can't simply write with all brain, no matter how intelligent you are if you don't have a heart on a certain craft, you will easily feel bored and discontented. It takes a great heart to love what you do, and do what you love. Here I am... clueless as you, take my stare, imprisoned my spirit on your tainted palm... Clever I was not, but strong as you can't think of. I braved your will, to break me from here. You found me unscathed, but healed the hidden scratch. How good were your hands, when I am a sinner among your lambs.