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Boxed Conscience

Money is the one who moved the people nowadays. Even who lives with their principles still can be stained by the influence of money. This thing could make us to be on the top of the world yet this could also bring us down to the ditch. Poor citizens are mostly the victims of those manipulative wealthy crocs (we reffered those 'money-hungry' humans as crocodiles). Taking them against their will leaving them no choice but to follow the tyrant's voice. We are in a system with a blurred values, the morals has already long been forgotten and soon the youth will acquire and follow this kind of trail. This world consists of different laws yet categorized by only two to the human elements...the law of the riches and the law of poor people. Money can cover any holes of imperfections, dirty tactics and heinous crimes. It's power could move mountains and could take away one's life. To achieve the so longed appeal of a borderless freedom is an impossible thing for us. For us wh

BLOCKED NIGHT V: STUCKED

An unidentified "attack" puzzled me. Couldn't give an exact definition, A single word i cant even utter to say I was thrown to the edge of limitations. Hundreds of "active" volts running, through my spine its wandering. It tickles my concealed "naughtiness", Trigger the every strand of thread of my so-long own-self-kept. Oh! fairy of so-called "love", Humbly appealing hear me out. This caught and push me off my track, Now what... I couldn't find my way back.

CoRnY CoRnER

how nice it is to stare to the one whom ur heart beats for... how happy it is to be watching the one ur heart keeps... the joy that no one can define behold greatness... love is with in thy bounty i wish things will just stay as it is... you and me through the journey... but i am not holding the hand of clock all i am sure of is... i am keeping the love. if time would fade the flame in me or in you i hope you wont forget that i exist in one part of your lifetime... bcoz we dont know maybe tomorrow... your heart's beat is not mine anymore...

Blue Christmas...

Chilling wind starting to embrace me from my skin down to my bones. It shivers me with so much delight that it is now yuletide. One could feel the difference of the atmosphere from place to place. Anticipating hearts of people beating of excitement along with the cool breeze of Christmas time. Oh, such a happy spirits to savor and moments to indulge. This will be my second time to celebrate Christmas away from home. Sadness enveloped me co'z missing my family so much is simply indescribable, it breaks my heart. I'm a happy person in general way but there's a feeling in one space of my heart that I couldn't deny...longing. Flashing back memories it may be good or bad ones is all that I do everytime loneliness starts to kick in my heart. A much more better way of divertion than locking up myself with the "blue-invading" feeling. Colorful lanterns symbolizes our family's joyous moments, the Christmas lights for our ups and downs through the struggles of life

Tied and Locked Me Up

" There's no greater word for love other than LOVE itself..." In my eyes a subject to behold... In my heart a pleasure that cannot be told. Squarely you cornered me to my own great fall. Such an overflowing feeling that caused me to pause for a moment of confusion. Once I told you that your stare could melt an ice berg, when i said that its my heart that was melted and welcome the feeling that is as old as time open arms and open heart...LOVE. I put my trust to no man... Then you walked in and broke it. Stole my heart in an instant... I know your for real and not just a passing one. Love hit me but it took a months before i realized it. Now I am overwhelmed by the feeling and it's all worth it. I didn't look for Mr. Right, my heart just anticipate someone to love and be loved. Then you came...not just someone nor the ONE... but my LOVE. You have my heart now It's up to you if you keep it and locked it up And I have yours, I tied it with mine. L

The Secret Tale of a Secret Lover

" This is for all the people who feels love but doesn't have the courage to tell it... Loving isn't easy most especially when you are loving secretly." My eyes bridge the distance from your heart to mine. A glimpse of you is a contentment to fill my longing mind. From a far i am thinking of you... From a far i am missing you... From a far i am loving you... For years a secret i managed to hide For years a feeling i couldn't tell, For years i was so dumb shy For years...it is still a secret of my life. " If you notice...it doesn't reveal the secret tale, co'z in love it is full of secrecy and mysteries..."

Something...pink!

Being trapped in a maze with no way out is something you wouldn't like nor think about. It triggers your mind to panic causing your nerves to rattle and the hearth to throbs fast. For sure it puts us to an 'emotional dilemma' battling solely with ourselves. In my own honest assertion on a certain befall, fate is not always something you can rely on. We have to choose even if we dont want, we have to decide even if its against our will and we have to take any consequences no matter how huge it is for us. Blue is the color they tagged with sadness after a shot of pain, and if i were to ask what color is to define happiness along with love...it is simply 'pink'. I love the color yes, but I'm not obsessed about it.Pink is just a light color yet it has a great impact that marks to every woman's heart. It is associated with giddiness that's beyond the definition of one's body language. It has the distinction that you cant name of yet it remains the famili

A Love 'till Tomorrow

"This is for Naveen and Parhu (they are indians, maybe you are wondering why they have the unique names, Naveen is my friend though i haven't meet Parhu yet...) ...two great lovers." From a young hearts blossoms a love fated to last, Time didn't shake it no matter what the odds. It was founded by faith and built by trust. An amazing love story wanted to witness by me. At times, pain may struck the rhythm of their hearts, yet love repairs and masters the melody of it. No space for uncertainties... No room for doubts... Coz love erase...it will all be fade. Now love is burning with in you the determination to make it grow. What else could a true love be wrong, When she is the one all along... and he is the one for you alone. One great love no words would suffice... Two great hearts united as one. " From the bottom of my heart i wish you two all the best in life and hope that the love you have for each other will linger beyond forever ... "

lost wing

I have her right on my feet, Just so scared to break the step. Reasons are left hanging unbound. my heart's beat still so fast, just can't find the right track. I choose to let you go co'z i want you to realize how much i love you so, but you are loving someone i don't know... Now i am on broken wings cant fly enough to find my heart's whims. Felt so weak...felt so hapless... Will i ever have you again... my one lost wing? -for a friend named "MACJEER"....

cupid's revenge

my hands are shaking i saw you were alone tried to pull my arrow and ready to shot you on. someone came as i was about to release he asked for your name and so the teasing begin... case was supposed to be closed then one day i saw you again for the second time all alone but with tears in your eyes. that moment i wish i was a wizard but im just a cupid who's forte is love... for the third time again i saw you... at last! alone no more i can feel the love upon your soul. now i could say... i'm a great cupid who's revenge is a love-sickin' feelin'!

disfigured thoughts

if i could have the mind of a thousand man then my existence would be on turf. i stay away thinking too much and stress my main machine of thoughts as much as possible i could. there's no way i could equate the inane gift of my brain in other things under my nose. a bold and brave man may take the risk but for me cowardice is sometimes a bravest choice under an untangled situation. we may be lucky for a time but bad luck tails the good often than not. some things are meant to happen and so as ideas are meant to be acknowledge. if quandary struck my chords of emotions then what choice do i have but shake it off as simply as that. doubts is just a thread away, either it lets you down or let doubts down. i'm not a preacher nor an adviser who is armored with words in its softest impact no matter how huge it is to take. i couldn't give a hundreds of words per day but i could give a thousand of smiles per hour. an unconventional truth such too hard to believe. from the collective

glowing silvertears...

Seconds…seconds… Slowly… slowly… Come down mysterious droplets. Roll now silver liquid… The heart awaits you Entice them away as you do you pretty little drip from two hole deep secret. You sparkle as light reflects Sway my heart…sway the hurt Stop tickling my cheeks You wont heal the heart’s creek…

Chasing Mr.Right is Righteously Wrong

" You dont have to be a gentleman in every possible way you can. If you love me the way i am then you can have my heart for all you want." Often than not i find myself wondering who is Mr.Right most girls dreaming about. It moved my thoughts to cross the border of having a self-made investigation. Somehow its kinda funny to see and hear a group of ladies having a conversation over one dish of topic... "men", yet it will made you realize that its one of the reasons that makes us being a woman. I have my own piece of self point- of- view just fairly according to my level of understanding. Mr.Right is a gentleman obviously stated by a majority females. But i will say my side care no less about them...a man is not a gentleman until he does not know the every letter of it and the unseen meaning of the word. Being gentle by words or actions is senseless without a gentle heart and mind who commands it. A gentle soul which gives life to the extent that you will live up wi

Deadly Enchantress

You have the world at your feet Men are crawling over you they are hungry as a beast. You ruled the colony under your own law. One by one...follows All was hitched unmindful. Gracefully your lips utter a word Your eyes glisten like a sparkling sword. Long black hair...everyone longing to touch it. A beauty that lured Samson and bewitched. They did'nt know what's beneath The beauty just with in reach... oh sucks...its deadly but no one has ever see. Tempting...that's what a deadly enchantress. JHAI

Unparalled Mouth

" I wont say that people dont lie, we are humans who could lie...with different reasons why." Words... I thought talking is just an easy thing but then i was wrong. Sometimes one never takes you seriously nor believe what you say. Playing with words in your best could only mean two things for me...either you are a liar or you are good in playing with people around you. This realization hit as if i was guilty as charged. Convicted without undergoing a thorough judgement is not so fair at all. When i speak my heart chimed with my brain. Everyone is entitled to throw and give their opinions so one has nothing to do about it but accept though it hurts not because its true but it crinkled you feeling that someone thought like that towards you. I have my own spare of time in serenity of my undistorted mouth that you will pause and think if its me or just disguising under an undentified skin. Yes i may talked a lot but i do know how to refrain sometimes if im aware that what's