Blue Christmas...

Chilling wind starting to embrace me from my skin down to my bones. It shivers me with so much delight that it is now yuletide. One could feel the difference of the atmosphere from place to place. Anticipating hearts of people beating of excitement along with the cool breeze of Christmas time. Oh, such a happy spirits to savor and moments to indulge.

This will be my second time to celebrate Christmas away from home. Sadness enveloped me co'z missing my family so much is simply indescribable, it breaks my heart. I'm a happy person in general way but there's a feeling in one space of my heart that I couldn't deny...longing. Flashing back memories it may be good or bad ones is all that I do everytime loneliness starts to kick in my heart. A much more better way of divertion than locking up myself with the "blue-invading" feeling.

Colorful lanterns symbolizes our family's joyous moments, the Christmas lights for our ups and downs through the struggles of life and the Christmas tree for the foundation we have, the respect and unfathomable love. It stands as a very significant things for us and for every people who let Christ reign in their hearts without doubt.

It tears my whole being apart thinking that I could be with them but then I couldn't...for some practical reasons. Happines of others is what i think most rather than my own. I could laugh out my sadness in a second with out a trace of a single tear. I may be far but never my thoughts and my heart.

...may the cool wind carry my prayers,
through it, you may feel the warmth of my love and care.

Comments

elahi27 said…
blue christmas....cool....
happy christmas dear
December 24, 2009 at 4:40 PM
Anonymous said…
thanks for the greetings my friend..take care as always.
December 27, 2009 at 9:17 AM
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