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- MARTYR -

  " There is nothing wrong on giving all you have to that person who holds your heart, being broken-hearted is okay but being broken- hearted twice from the same guy is off the track. "  Girl, you've been lied, you've been cursed, you've been thrown, you have cried,  and you've been hurt. Still your heart can take so much of that. Sure you know the difference between love and insanity. Committing mistake and learning from it, its ok. but committing the same mistake over and over again is stupidity. You let go of your heart and your mind, I hope someone will catch it at the end of time. One day, I hate to see again, in one corner you cry...   I may not know how is it to be on your shoes, but I am pretty aware of the pain it caused.

The Poem That Made You...

             Words are not easy to say nor easy to write, you have to think over and over again before you can write something that fits your mood. They come if you are inspired,happy or sad, it flows like a river of ideas that culminates in one direction. When I write something, heart takes a great part than my brain. You can't simply write with all brain, no matter how intelligent you are if you don't have a heart on a certain craft, you will easily feel bored and discontented. It takes a great heart to love what you do, and do what you love. Here I am... clueless as you, take my stare, imprisoned my spirit on your tainted palm... Clever I was not, but strong as you can't think of. I braved your will, to break me from here. You found me unscathed, but healed the hidden scratch. How good were your hands, when I am a sinner among your lambs.

With You...

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 Every second spent with you is a second spent well. If there is more than a bond of sister that exist, that would be us. Most people envied what we have, our kind of relationship we built, respects we give with each other, the fun we always have on anything anywhere and the solid sisterhood we both nurtured that makes us matured persons. We have each other's differences but this things doesn't make us any less of a sisters. We complimented,we fight like cat and dog, we have disappointments and arguments,but that's what made our bond stronger. I would always be beside you through life.

When Truth Weakened by Lies

           The biggest upset life could bring to you is when you are standing between the right thing and do something about it and knowing the right thing and just play dumb about it. Sometimes along the way this happen, crucial or not, what you choose to do reflects the outcome, what you have decided can affect your present situation and what tomorrow is. I am no genius when it comes to decoding life's philosophy, but when simple things slapped in front of you, it doesn't take a great mind to come up with a solution. Life is always unfair, its up to you how to handle it well and play fair. Truth in whatever forms it is shall always be truth, hide it in many suits it will always prevail not too soon maybe but in time. Once you see that something is wrong, you are threatened and very eager to know that "something" wrong. If you are so stupid not to act and take actions when you know you are lied to, what is the use of your brain and wei...

That Story...

My soul is walking above ground,  when i found a love story that is as old as time. Amazement was written obviously on my eyes, wishing it was mine... A love story that cruises oceans, A love story that withstand ups and down. A love story that no matter how many years were wasted, their love endures and never fades. Both emotions were strong and simply profound. I am no Juliet who waits for Romeo, Love isn't an island of feelings, but rather an attitude...  an attitude that says, " in love its never too late.. in love there is always a chance. " Love makes relationships, it begins with that ONE beat...

The Sky and ME...

Wingless i cant fly... Fearless i will own the sky. I may not be the face of the society... but I have the heart for all the people to see. I don't have the riches of the world yet i have the abundance of love that is bold. See me not on my skin nor the way i wear my clothes, the way i speak, the message i convey, my heart never gets old. You could't fake someone who's like me Try to pretend and you are throwing the biggest lie not on me but unto yourself. That's how you are living your life. I am just like the sky... there's a time when its clear and bright, a time when its cloudy and dark. In all that... i am still ME.

- TAKING THEM OFF MY HAIR -

They talk... They yak.. So much talking behind my back. Scrutinizes you as if if they were perfect, but who cares i ain't give a shit. Been there a lot of times, done it and I'm still fine. I play dumb when everyone thinks they are right. I act ignorant when they think they have the wisdom. They doesn't know a thing about me, except my name and what they see.

RAIN... TAKE MY TEARS

CRIED A FEW DROPS WHEN I THOUGHT YOU BROKE MY HEART. I CURSED MYSELF LIKE NO TOMORROW BECAUSE PAIN MADE ME SO. I'M AWAKE, NO MORE IN THE DREAMLAND I FEEL THE BEAT AND EVERY PANG. IT MAKES A FOOL OUT OF ME, COZ IT'S HOW THINGS SUPPOSED TO BE. I SHOULDN'T GO BEYOND WHAT MY HEART CAN GIVE AND SHOULD NOT EXPECT MORE THAN WHAT I CAN RECEIVE. IN THE END, ITS THE HEART THAT SUFFERS NOR MAKE THE BRAIN ANY WISER. BROKEN HEARTS MAY NOT BE REPAIRED BUT IT CAN BE HEALED. IT IS MAY BE HARD BUT IT IS POSSIBLE.

WOMEN: Impossible To Find

Men often said that most women are such a "beatch", but do they try asking themselves what are they? We are now in a world where power doesnt dominated only by men, women possessed and ruled it in a higher degree. Men are simply a "player" in anything within their reach and a "leader" in something they mastered within their territory. Some of the "women-men" issues that circulates since the time immemorial are very abstruse, it addled us to no end and made us curious since the inception of mankind. Humans were born with compassion, kindness and a heart that no other living things ever have. Men supposed to be the protector of women, making her feel she is secured and safe with all his might. He who is not only a man of words but a man of actions. Built not on what he have but of who he is. He who does not measured bravery on how strong he is but on how humble his heart is. He who is an epitome of gentleness that is a natural of him and he who...

-A Thousand Miles Love Affair-

" This is for my dear friend named Jacky and to her husband, i wish you both all the best in your married life. Hope everything will work well and let the love in your heart always be there. I am a fan of how your love story was made and how you guys make it work despite the distance. So here i am made this piece as a gratitude to my nice friend Jacky, i admire your guts girl!" Lots of smiles!!! I have my moments you have yours... One fated day when our path crossed. A magical feeling then was tossed, lucky heaven it is clear and bold! You make your steps I take the risk. Oh lady of so called luck I never regret, its all worth it. Together we hold hands and take our chance. Together we knitted a love story that go beyond the distance. Together we made our hearts to ONE.

Wag mong Subukan....

Wag mo kong mahalin, dahil puso ko'y sa iba nagmamahal ng lihim. Wag mong ialay ang iyong pag-ibig dahil diko kayang suklian ang iyong ipinahihiwatig. Puso mo'y iyong pigilan na sa aki'y umibig at umasam dahil puso ko'y iba ang nilalaman. Alam ko kung gaano kasakit na magmahal at di kayang mahalin pabalik. Alam ko kung gaano kakirot na puso nya'y iba ang syang itinitibok. Dahil ako'y walang ipinagkaiba sa iyo na umiibig at di kayang ibigin ng sinisinta.

SILENT HUNTER II

You love adventure and love to catch a wildest being with your bare hands. Amidst in a dangerous path you are armored with a brave solid heart. Chasing something you could be proud of is an unmeasurable pride you could ever have. Your spirit is boiling with courage it is flaming upon your soul to take. Born to haunt yet fated to be in the dark, you are a silent hunter wearing a mysterious mask...

Dream Stealer II : Sweet Liar

You snatched my dream little rude night thief i was in the dreamland playing with nymphs when you showed and starting to mess. How you could bear handling my fate when you couldn't give destiny a face? You are such a sweet liar in disguised how could i be so trusting and not be so wise, reasons are lame why i was blinded by your shade or reality check I'm the one who is blind not to see your dark motives. A classic hustler for that matter. Oh but unfortunately i should say, of all the dirty tactics you planted along the way, my dreams, my hopes and my will to be... are the things you couldn't steal away from me.

Boxed Conscience

Money is the one who moved the people nowadays. Even who lives with their principles still can be stained by the influence of money. This thing could make us to be on the top of the world yet this could also bring us down to the ditch. Poor citizens are mostly the victims of those manipulative wealthy crocs (we reffered those 'money-hungry' humans as crocodiles). Taking them against their will leaving them no choice but to follow the tyrant's voice. We are in a system with a blurred values, the morals has already long been forgotten and soon the youth will acquire and follow this kind of trail. This world consists of different laws yet categorized by only two to the human elements...the law of the riches and the law of poor people. Money can cover any holes of imperfections, dirty tactics and heinous crimes. It's power could move mountains and could take away one's life. To achieve the so longed appeal of a borderless freedom is an impossible thing for us. For us wh...

BLOCKED NIGHT V: STUCKED

An unidentified "attack" puzzled me. Couldn't give an exact definition, A single word i cant even utter to say I was thrown to the edge of limitations. Hundreds of "active" volts running, through my spine its wandering. It tickles my concealed "naughtiness", Trigger the every strand of thread of my so-long own-self-kept. Oh! fairy of so-called "love", Humbly appealing hear me out. This caught and push me off my track, Now what... I couldn't find my way back.

CoRnY CoRnER

how nice it is to stare to the one whom ur heart beats for... how happy it is to be watching the one ur heart keeps... the joy that no one can define behold greatness... love is with in thy bounty i wish things will just stay as it is... you and me through the journey... but i am not holding the hand of clock all i am sure of is... i am keeping the love. if time would fade the flame in me or in you i hope you wont forget that i exist in one part of your lifetime... bcoz we dont know maybe tomorrow... your heart's beat is not mine anymore...

Blue Christmas...

Chilling wind starting to embrace me from my skin down to my bones. It shivers me with so much delight that it is now yuletide. One could feel the difference of the atmosphere from place to place. Anticipating hearts of people beating of excitement along with the cool breeze of Christmas time. Oh, such a happy spirits to savor and moments to indulge. This will be my second time to celebrate Christmas away from home. Sadness enveloped me co'z missing my family so much is simply indescribable, it breaks my heart. I'm a happy person in general way but there's a feeling in one space of my heart that I couldn't deny...longing. Flashing back memories it may be good or bad ones is all that I do everytime loneliness starts to kick in my heart. A much more better way of divertion than locking up myself with the "blue-invading" feeling. Colorful lanterns symbolizes our family's joyous moments, the Christmas lights for our ups and downs through the struggles of life ...

Tied and Locked Me Up

" There's no greater word for love other than LOVE itself..." In my eyes a subject to behold... In my heart a pleasure that cannot be told. Squarely you cornered me to my own great fall. Such an overflowing feeling that caused me to pause for a moment of confusion. Once I told you that your stare could melt an ice berg, when i said that its my heart that was melted and welcome the feeling that is as old as time open arms and open heart...LOVE. I put my trust to no man... Then you walked in and broke it. Stole my heart in an instant... I know your for real and not just a passing one. Love hit me but it took a months before i realized it. Now I am overwhelmed by the feeling and it's all worth it. I didn't look for Mr. Right, my heart just anticipate someone to love and be loved. Then you came...not just someone nor the ONE... but my LOVE. You have my heart now It's up to you if you keep it and locked it up And I have yours, I tied it with mine. L...

The Secret Tale of a Secret Lover

" This is for all the people who feels love but doesn't have the courage to tell it... Loving isn't easy most especially when you are loving secretly." My eyes bridge the distance from your heart to mine. A glimpse of you is a contentment to fill my longing mind. From a far i am thinking of you... From a far i am missing you... From a far i am loving you... For years a secret i managed to hide For years a feeling i couldn't tell, For years i was so dumb shy For years...it is still a secret of my life. " If you notice...it doesn't reveal the secret tale, co'z in love it is full of secrecy and mysteries..."

Something...pink!

Being trapped in a maze with no way out is something you wouldn't like nor think about. It triggers your mind to panic causing your nerves to rattle and the hearth to throbs fast. For sure it puts us to an 'emotional dilemma' battling solely with ourselves. In my own honest assertion on a certain befall, fate is not always something you can rely on. We have to choose even if we dont want, we have to decide even if its against our will and we have to take any consequences no matter how huge it is for us. Blue is the color they tagged with sadness after a shot of pain, and if i were to ask what color is to define happiness along with love...it is simply 'pink'. I love the color yes, but I'm not obsessed about it.Pink is just a light color yet it has a great impact that marks to every woman's heart. It is associated with giddiness that's beyond the definition of one's body language. It has the distinction that you cant name of yet it remains the famili...