CLOGGED MIND...
Another blocked night again for me, my mind was clogged by something i cant pinpoint. The ideas i was trying to tame for an immediate output is as elusive as a myth. My brain nerves are in the confused state, they create a friction that rattles it to malfunction and ends with nothing coming up from my head. Spending the night just holding up the slim pencil and staring at the blank sheet of paper is really a waste of time. This is a dilemma i always find hard to cure, i already conduct some "brain exercise" whatsoever blah blah for mental functions and intellectual performance in order to keep it cranking then and now. What a state i am battling, but still i'm trying my whole ass of it to overcome the division that blocked my cells to be back at its work-again (hahahahaa...hopefully). I would not mind if i'd come out with a non-sense things on this page, (this is mine!)
Well, so much of words that spilling out into my mouth (rather on hand), i know sometimes its already senseless but what can i do, my mind is really not functioning as of this moment so who should i blame, can someone answer me??hahaahaha...never mind of my insanity in my world of illusions..yah yah..im lunatic who's living in a world of my self-kept mood.
The arid thoughts seems so unwritten, consuming my every unsealed energy in full throttle with a silent whisper of a warning on my ear to get a breath from the enfeeble entourage.
The unfinished story i was creating is still left unchained for quiet a time now. There is something for sure i am certain that an ingredient is missing, that's why I cant add more than just a five sentences...lack of something i cant name. Everytime my mind weave an idea a flimsy thought barred the way resulting the idea to fly.
Simply its just one of the unfortunate time for this trying-hard specimen.
Well, so much of words that spilling out into my mouth (rather on hand), i know sometimes its already senseless but what can i do, my mind is really not functioning as of this moment so who should i blame, can someone answer me??hahaahaha...never mind of my insanity in my world of illusions..yah yah..im lunatic who's living in a world of my self-kept mood.
The arid thoughts seems so unwritten, consuming my every unsealed energy in full throttle with a silent whisper of a warning on my ear to get a breath from the enfeeble entourage.
The unfinished story i was creating is still left unchained for quiet a time now. There is something for sure i am certain that an ingredient is missing, that's why I cant add more than just a five sentences...lack of something i cant name. Everytime my mind weave an idea a flimsy thought barred the way resulting the idea to fly.
Simply its just one of the unfortunate time for this trying-hard specimen.
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