-Heart Invader-

if i could have the mind of a thousand man then my existence would be on turf. i stay away thinking too much and stress my main machine of thoughts as much as possible i could. there's no way i could equate the inane gift of my brain in other things under my nose. a bold and brave man may take the risk but for me cowardice is sometimes a bravest choice under an untangled situation. we may be lucky for a time but bad luck tails the good often than not. some things are meant to happen and so as ideas are meant to be acknowledge. if quandary struck my chords of emotions then what choice do i have but shake it off as simply as that. doubts is just a thread away, either it lets you down or let doubts down. i'm not a preacher nor an adviser who is armored with words in its softest impact no matter how huge it is to take. i couldn't give a hundreds of words per day but i could give a thousand of smiles per hour. an unconventional truth such too hard to believe. from the collective...

Seconds…seconds… Slowly… slowly… Come down mysterious droplets. Roll now silver liquid… The heart awaits you Entice them away as you do you pretty little drip from two hole deep secret. You sparkle as light reflects Sway my heart…sway the hurt Stop tickling my cheeks You wont heal the heart’s creek…

" You dont have to be a gentleman in every possible way you can. If you love me the way i am then you can have my heart for all you want." Often than not i find myself wondering who is Mr.Right most girls dreaming about. It moved my thoughts to cross the border of having a self-made investigation. Somehow its kinda funny to see and hear a group of ladies having a conversation over one dish of topic... "men", yet it will made you realize that its one of the reasons that makes us being a woman. I have my own piece of self point- of- view just fairly according to my level of understanding. Mr.Right is a gentleman obviously stated by a majority females. But i will say my side care no less about them...a man is not a gentleman until he does not know the every letter of it and the unseen meaning of the word. Being gentle by words or actions is senseless without a gentle heart and mind who commands it. A gentle soul which gives life to the extent that you will live up wi...

You have the world at your feet Men are crawling over you they are hungry as a beast. You ruled the colony under your own law. One by one...follows All was hitched unmindful. Gracefully your lips utter a word Your eyes glisten like a sparkling sword. Long black hair...everyone longing to touch it. A beauty that lured Samson and bewitched. They did'nt know what's beneath The beauty just with in reach... oh sucks...its deadly but no one has ever see. Tempting...that's what a deadly enchantress. JHAI

" I wont say that people dont lie, we are humans who could lie...with different reasons why." Words... I thought talking is just an easy thing but then i was wrong. Sometimes one never takes you seriously nor believe what you say. Playing with words in your best could only mean two things for me...either you are a liar or you are good in playing with people around you. This realization hit as if i was guilty as charged. Convicted without undergoing a thorough judgement is not so fair at all. When i speak my heart chimed with my brain. Everyone is entitled to throw and give their opinions so one has nothing to do about it but accept though it hurts not because its true but it crinkled you feeling that someone thought like that towards you. I have my own spare of time in serenity of my undistorted mouth that you will pause and think if its me or just disguising under an undentified skin. Yes i may talked a lot but i do know how to refrain sometimes if im aware that what's ...

In the secret abyss of me there lies a person no one ever knew. If i tried to show what is that, then there will be no one to believe that its me. Funny at times when i think to go out of the shell i built for reservation of the things that may penetrate my being and destroy the person i engineered to be stiff as one could think but then again humans were made to be just human. In flesh, with feelings, with thoughts and with mind. You may can explore the world and the universe but then again you can never explore one's feeling and what they think in a very certain way. Somebody wants to have an 'in-depth' information or rather a very close relationships with the same kinds yet it is not always prohibited because one can choose to be discreet, one chooses to be just silent in one corner and doesn't want the world to know they exist. If ever i believe all the craps thats covering the world now i could be as wise as men, it may put me in a situation i cant handle but then ...

A one-of-a-kind precious gem to see, And a whimsical rare beauty You would be enchanted Once you lay your eyes in this lady. Careful not to be carried by the spell, Just in a second you're dreaming to feel Craving the face of an angel but possessed by a devil... Before you know, you are bewitched YOu cant turn back to this temptress, and your self-control is at stake, How can you resist this kind of "witch"? It's magic mystic charm is a weakness to every man, Spell-bounded your heart until it beats fast and tear it apart...

I am tired hiding all the pain Striving not to show my feelings The fact that i am hurt deep with in. What am i going to do to make it lessened? I am not as what everybody sees, full of spirit living each day. They just dont know what's inside me I am not what i used to be. It sweep my heart off its place when i surpass a day without a tears. I pray to God may He continue bless and give me courage to all the mess. I am still thankful that I'm still alive living in this enticing paradise Enough reason for me to fight I know there is always a way to survive.

My voice eat by my heart's deafening beat No matter how I tried to catch my breath. Why I couldn't reach for it? Everytime I'll try, still in the end I burst into cry... Why i have this kind of life? A faint sound then i hear... someone is calling me out there Lending His hand to show me where. My confused mind starts to think Who is this man or is he a King? Slowly i walked in my trembling knees, Crossed-palm i walk through the street. Finding answers to my curiosity Who is behind the hand so good to me.

Mula sa himpapawid natatanaw ko Ang aking malawak na pinupugaran. Luntiang kulay ang syang nangingibabaw Hindi kayang sukatin ng aking tanaw. Sa pagdapo sa isang puno Mula sa paglipad paroo't parito. Huni ko na musika sa inyo Lagi nyong naririnig kahit sa malayo. Pakpak ko ay mapapagod din, Sa paglipad-lipad ako'y hihimlay rin. Sana'y may madapoan pa Yan ang aking munting hiling. Hindi ko pag-aari ang kalupaan Lalo na rin ang kalangitan Ako'y hamak na ibon lamang Nakikipugad sa inyong malawak na tirahan.

You have the face that is unique from mine You have the smile that i cant compare You have the body that i always admire You have the attitude that no one else have You are more that what you say. You are more than what you look. I don't know what's in you heart but i certainly know who you are in my heart You are a must-have friend and most of all you are a sister one wish to have. I am more than blessed that I have you. Incomparable nobody could ever do.

The kind of world we have now, where technology is at its best, where things are fast-paced, what one could expect from people who is just living and savoring the life the world could offer. From teens to adults, of course they already knew how is life beyond one's reach. Being just curious of the things around wont kill you (instantly) but surely could bring you to your doom(sooner than later).Some of us when trapped in a plot of no exit prefferred to choose the path of evil than to suffer the result of the unplanned things.Sex for example...nowadays people are doing this only for fun, for curiosity, for the itch of their body and to cure their worldy needs.What if by doing that there is a certain seed that which you dont know will slowly to grow? What if in having that interraction with the opposite sex may result on something you are not ready for? and what if you are so stupid that never think of some precautionary methods before having an intercourse? Then little did you know....

" Love as if its the last beat of your heart, the last air you could breath and the last chance you have." Many had already defines "love" in different approach, in any depth of word and everything they could possibly express it with overwhelming meaning. But the word itself goes beyond the description of any given definition. It is a great four-letter word one must not try to seek something great to equate the word with just an armor of genuineness. It runs a chain of myriad intense feeling sending one to lose a tongue for it the least one expected. Everybody knows what is love yet only seldom knows how love should works and what is love in the mindless hearts. Time passes by and people's view on love evolves, the meaning came from the root of what they saw, what they feel and most probably of course on their experiences for that matter. From the collective thoughts of various minds to the innocent careless child's view, the main gist of every mentioned luc...

When things around you threaten your life to weaken, resulting your hopes to collapse, all you need to do is let your vision focused on the unseen beauty of the nameless hands. A way to divert the traitor feeling that is consuming your strength. Never allow yourself to be trapped in something you know there is no way out but to give up. You set your own rules but not against the unwritten law of fate. Every factor that has been your legacy whirls a knot to your day to day existence, marks may not be visible, the imprints maybe blurred and the visage of you is not really who you are, but tell you folks...there is a mask as great as a clown. If you still did not find the sure direction that will lead you to trace your own title or maybe you already did but you were too blind not to recognize the every clue...then you are left in a one-way motion in your world of your own. My heart sought for a wide range of deeds that hopefully will leave a marks in every heart. People as we knew is alwa...

Our love blossoms just yesterday the fragrance still living until today, But could the flair lasts for tomorrow? Love endures through the test of time Love fights against all the odds But could heart solely survive? Love unite two different poles Love stands despite the distance. But could heart take all the missing time? Love is said to be magic Love makes a whirl of hope. But could heart always be willing to tame? Love forgives and forgets Love accepts and appreciates. But could heart bridge all sins be fade? Love is trust and honesty Love makes the best of everything. But could heart erase a stain of unfaithfulness? Love believes with its power Love never failed anyone. But could heart never cease to fight? If love is as great as the world Could it channel the heart to be as strong as the unseen wind?

A spare of time for the quiet souls, Lying in a very cold tomb. The silent whisper of prayers loved ones humbly gift. They passed away under this land of living to meet and join the Creator in heaven. We weep yes... It hurts yes... But they are lucky for they already have eternity. People who are left should not battle a long run of mourn and loss. God is also aching... for man cant accept, He also lost His only begotten son So He exactly knows how it feels. Dead are not dead... they are re-born but in other dimension.

" In life you will realize that the people you meet has a purpose...some were put to test you...some would use you, some would teach you and some would bring out the better if not the best in you...Some may even cause you pain and heartaches, but one must learn to move on...So let go of the people who cant treat you right and hold on to those who loves you back and see your worth." This is the text message i received from my very close male friend (the others are all gays) when i asked him if men could ever let go of the one they love. The contents made me think, and the mind and heart start to have a sort of confusion. Simply it did tore the chasm of my sensitivity and cant refrain the pouring of the silver droplets upon my face as i realize I am in a brink of so many doubts towards someone i barely knew. Feels like i was inside a maze where there is no exit made for me. My brain cant win over the dupeness of my heart even if there's no sure if i get the same feeling, s...

Gun fires...people screaming.. trucks running to-and-fro... Endless noise ears are tired. A scary scene fits not to the mind of a child. Lifeless cold bodies are lying next to their innocent eyes Self-centered citizens who could kill to fight to what they think is right. Pity those children who doesnt know the answers. Everyone is longing for peace, An army of souls hopefully appeal, In every heart sobriety reigns at last. Blood and sweat mix together Who will be the one to first quit? Those who anticipate holding their breathe or those who struggle up to the last minute? No one knows...no one knows... Understanding seems hiding somewhere, One blood...one race... Now it doesnt even matter. We are created in one same step Why make it hard to who shall rightfully rule... Exchanging words of different thoughts Opinions are laid, one gets striked. Hard to solve because of hard-headed people. Ruthless hearts full of vengeance Many lives are already sacrificed. OHHH...

This is for my beloved sister... You fell in love at 22… Blitheness is shown all over you. I could see in your eyes love glisten And your aura is simply stunning. Everyday you live with anticipation His sweet words that make you smile and shine With unexplainable emotion playing in your heart You are in love at last! You fell in love at 22… Unexpected to happen You really didn’t think so But cupid hit your heart And there’s nothing more you can do Oh dear…surely you are now in love! You fell in love at 22… I wish nothing but all the best for you. Just always remember to believe in love And rest is up to your heart. Don’t worry I’m just here Forevermore by your side. - JHAI -

An oddly confession from an almost perfect person was like a bomb that shake the whole society and rocked the hemisphere in no time, what if you are that person who happens to be the subject of everything spinning around? It's quiet entertaining, folks loves gossips and those senseless craps. New topics, new dish in the table, certainly that's a best-seller. You will be a celebrity packed in a hot decors defining what you are but not of who you are. Enjoy swimming while you are still the superlative yet in a very sordid background of the queer famous crowd. It's either you will be drown or it will be the reason to hit another heights for you. True or not it wont be an exception to the sensitive senses of the hungry-quick tongue mass. Some gets a drop of fine feelings, some get offended and some just laugh it out. Ohhh...isn't it familiar? We lived with it, people are always curious about new rumours that's fresh from the oven and served in a detailed idle plate. Can...