Weep of a Proud Mom...(at last)
Exactly four years already since that tragic loss of my supposedly first baby, of course no matter what i do to buried that incident, i just cant. It leaves me something to hold and hope, but all was just a memory already, a beautiful memory of my unborn angel that i did not have a chance to cuddle and held in my arms, yet she doesn't left me in an imaginary land.
Now, I am on my way to be said a fully-certified mom (8 months to date and its boy this time). All my love ones are very eager and excited already. Joyful hearts and happy thoughts filled the air and I just cant contained the shower of their love and care. As myself is more excited as they are, I cant wait the time to finally see my angel, hear his cry and feel his warmth against mine. What kind of a mother would i be to him? Could i fulfill the responsibility and would i be the best mom? But surely i will be the mom that he could be proud of. I wanted to be there and share all his "firsts" under this world. His first smile, first word, first step and so on. Not just a mom, i ought to be his best ever friend, a confidant and a fair adviser, i will make sure of that. I will give him the love that he should get, a quality time that fruits quality moments we will have each other as a one family. Equipping him the every pace of a good-hearted living and the values that matters most, the act of humility above the rest and just be what he is. He will live life the way it should yet i am on his every step. There's no one else on this planet could be more grateful but a mom who bears a child on her womb. It is bridging the bracket towards parenthood and of being a total woman. My baby is a gift from Him he may not be the first but neither he would be the last, I will still be blessed with many angels to complete the table. I am the proudest mom and will be the greatest one.
So many things to put through the way and i cant just believe yet that finally... I will be a mother. I am thankful that He didn't failed me in my hopes and He answered my prayer.
It's all worth waiting for...
Now, I am on my way to be said a fully-certified mom (8 months to date and its boy this time). All my love ones are very eager and excited already. Joyful hearts and happy thoughts filled the air and I just cant contained the shower of their love and care. As myself is more excited as they are, I cant wait the time to finally see my angel, hear his cry and feel his warmth against mine. What kind of a mother would i be to him? Could i fulfill the responsibility and would i be the best mom? But surely i will be the mom that he could be proud of. I wanted to be there and share all his "firsts" under this world. His first smile, first word, first step and so on. Not just a mom, i ought to be his best ever friend, a confidant and a fair adviser, i will make sure of that. I will give him the love that he should get, a quality time that fruits quality moments we will have each other as a one family. Equipping him the every pace of a good-hearted living and the values that matters most, the act of humility above the rest and just be what he is. He will live life the way it should yet i am on his every step. There's no one else on this planet could be more grateful but a mom who bears a child on her womb. It is bridging the bracket towards parenthood and of being a total woman. My baby is a gift from Him he may not be the first but neither he would be the last, I will still be blessed with many angels to complete the table. I am the proudest mom and will be the greatest one.
So many things to put through the way and i cant just believe yet that finally... I will be a mother. I am thankful that He didn't failed me in my hopes and He answered my prayer.
It's all worth waiting for...
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